Rapper Gucci Maneโs newest release might be his most vulnerable yet.
The Atlanta-based musician, promoting his third memoir, โEpisode,โ revealed to โThe Breakfast Clubโ crew on Monday that he had been diagnosed with schizophrenia and bipolar disorder. He also went into detail about how he has learned to manage the mental health conditions, with a stern but helping hand from his wife, Keyshia Kaโoir.
The 45-year-old hip-hop star, born Radric Davis, said in a joint interview with Kaโoir that he sought professional help for his mental health after experiencing an episode during the pandemic. โAfter that I was just like, โMan, I gotta really hold myself accountable and take care of my health,โโ he said.
โI donโt ever wanna have another episode again. Iโm like, Iโm gonna see a therapist, if I have to take medicine โ I kinda like threw in the towel,โ the rapper continued. โWhatever I need to do to get better.โ
Schizophrenia is a serious mental health condition that affects how people behave, think and feel, according to the Mayo Clinic. Someone living with schizophrenia โ which the clinic says can be managed with medicine and therapy โ can experience โa mix of hallucinations, delusions, and disorganized thinking and behaviorโ and can โlose touch with reality.โ
Bipolar disorder is a treatable mental health condition marked by extreme changes in mood, thought, energy and behavior, according to the Depression and Bipolar Support Alliance. A widely known symptom of the illness is manic episodes, which are marked by elevated changes in mood or behavior. But many people with a bipolar disorder diagnosis more commonly experience depressive episodes.
During the hour-long conversation, the โWake Up in the Skyโ rapper and Kaโoir shared details about his various episodes over the years and how it affected their relationship. They married in 2017 and share two kids. Kaโoir recalled witnessing Gucci Maneโs episodes even before they tied the knot.
During the episodes, โyouโre seeing someone you donโt know,โ said Kaโoir, who was born Keyshia Watson and modeled as Keyshia Dior. She recalled the rapper making โdisrespectfulโ remarks and understood that he didnโt mean it. โI felt like if I left, he wouldnโt have been the same,โ she said Monday. โHe needed someone to help him.โ
โIโm cool with this,โ Kaโoir recalled thinking when someone voiced concern for their marriage.
Helping the Grammy-nominated โExactly How I Feelโ rapper manage his conditions proved challenging over the years, Kaโoir said. She said she worked with his inner circle to plan a โkidnappingโ to a hospital so he could receive professional help. Kaโoir said she was confident that the rapper would never hurt her, even if other people worried otherwise.
Gucci Mane, who has faced legal woes including a federal prison sentence that ended in 2016, said he was โsuper embarrassed and hurt by the things I saidโ during his episodes. After his release from prison, he said, he apologized to a number of rap artists, name-dropping Rick Ross, Drake and Nicki Minaj. The latter had her own thoughts about the pairโs interview, accusing Kaโoir on X of sedating the โI Get the Bagโ artist.
โI felt bad. I felt terribly bad,โ he said, adding that apologizing to fellow stars felt like a weight had been lifted off his shoulders.
Kaโoir said she worked to keep her husbandโs episodes away from the public eye by controlling his social media presence. She explained that she learned how to identify an episode before it became a full-blown incident, noting that some signs included him making mean comments or odd requests. Gucci Mane said that during episodes of what he called โpsychosis,โ he would hear voices speaking ill about people in his close circles.
Drug use, stress and a lack of sleep were among his triggers, he said. He added that other musicians did not reach out to support him during his episodes.
Throughout the interview, Gucci Mane made it abundantly clear that he prioritizes his family life, noting he sought professional help to be present and to raise his children with Kaโoir.
โMy best decision was to marry her and be with her,โ he said. โI got somebody to hold me accountable and I got somebody to watch TV with. Sometimes thatโs all you wanna do … I donโt really need a lot.โ
Gucci Mane released his memoir and his newest album โ both titled โEpisodesโ โ on Friday. This marks the third book from the rapper, who previously released memoirs in 2017 and 2020.