Olympic dreams on hold: Swiss bobsledder opens up about cancer fight
CORTINA D’AMPEZZO, Italyย โย World-class athletes, thrilling events, stirring medal ceremonies, I will remember all of those from the Winter Olympics. But what I experienced Sunday on my 45-minute bus ride from my hotel to Cortina will stay with me longer.
There was a young woman sitting across the aisle. She looked to be in her mid-20s, about the age of my daughter, and was wearing a knit cap with a Switzerland logo. Her dark hair was in long, thin braids and framed her friendly face.
โHowโs it going?โ I asked, setting down my backpack.
โNervous,โ she said with a faint smile.
That started the conversation, one that would have me repeatedly wiping my eyes with my sleeve.
Her name was Michelle Gloor. Sheโs 25 and from a small town outside of Zurich. Her boyfriend, Cedric Follador, is pilot of the Swiss bobsled team and has races throughout the week. She was heading to watch him practice.
Michelle knows all about the sport. In fact, she had been the brake woman on the Swiss national team and had hoped to be competing in these Olympics herself. She grew up as a track-and-field athlete, a sprinter, and only took up bobsled in 2022.
Womenโs bobsled โ or bobsleigh, as Europeans call it โ is a two-person operation with a pilot in front and brake woman in back.
โThe first responsibility is pushing the sled as fast as I can, together with my pilot,โ she said in a German accent and near-flawless English. โI have to sit still and count the curves until we reach the finish line, when I have to pull the brakes. Iโm responsible that the sled wonโt crash into something.โ
Her best friend had made the transition from track to bobsled, was looking for a brake woman, and convinced Michelle to give it a try.
โMy first bobsleigh ride was in St. Moritz and I was so nervous,โ said Gloor, a third-year law student at the University of Zurich. โI think I was crying in the back of the sled because Iโd never felt anything like that, all the G-forces and you donโt have any cushion in the sled. It all hurts.
โBut after the second run, I felt the adrenaline and it was great. It caught me from then. It took me two runs.โ
She was 22 and the future was bright. They entered the Swiss championships and won. Michelle got serious about her new sport, training every day, eating right, building muscle.
Immersed in that world, she met Cedric but for the first 1ยฝ years they were just casual friends. Their conversations were all bobsled-related.
โThen in spring 2024 he texted me and asked, โHow are you?โโ she said. โMore personal stuff.โ
They had been dating for about six months when a discovery would dramatically change their lives.
In November 2024, during a routine check-up, a gynecologist found evidence of cancer in Michelleโs ovaries. If there were signs she was ill, Michelle hadnโt noticed them. She had been tired the prior summer, yes, but she attributed that to her training.
โIt was pretty advanced,โ she said of the cancer. โI went to the womenโs doctor every year and they couldnโt explain why they couldnโt see it earlier. I donโt know. Iโm not questioning that anymore. Itโs just … yeah.โ
There was no time to wait. By December, she was in surgery. Doctors opened her abdomen from her breast bone down, looking for more growths. They deemed the operation a success, and six months of chemotherapy began in February.
โI lost my hair,โ she said. โI had long, black hair. Losing that wasnโt bad. But I lost the hair on my face โ my eyebrows, my eyelashes โ that was hard. But I always knew it just had to be.โ
Her doctor told her her cancer was Stage 3.
โThat means itโs on the other organs too,โ she said. โBut the difference between Stage 3 and Stage 4 is itโs not in my lungs. Itโs in my tummy area but not more upwards.โ
โWomen or even men my age, you live in your world, you are following your dreams. And you donโt think about something happening in your life.โ
โ Michelle Gloor, on being diagnosed with cancer at a young age
Cedric was by her side.
โI asked him after the diagnosis if he wants to join me in this journey or not,โ she said. โI can understand if he wonโt because we were together not even half a year, and I can understand if he said, โHey, itโs too much for me. I canโt do that.โ
โThen he took time for himself, and he came back and said he wants to stay with me. He wants to support me in every imaginable way.
โHe drove me to therapy when he was in town because he had a bobsleigh season going on from November until March, in my toughest time. Every time he was home, he was there for me. When he wasnโt there, we were phoning every day. He was there all the time, even when he wasnโt there physically.โ
Her parents and younger brother were there for her too, of course, but she wanted to give them some time to themselves. Cedric was her rock.
There are elements in his job as a driver that both help him in his sport, and her in her disease.
โAs a driver, you really need to focus on whatโs going on straight ahead of you,โ she explained. โYou canโt really switch away your thoughts. You have one minute of full concentration. I think you can compare it to Formula One because you only see the next curve in front of you.
โHeโs very calm and I think that helps him in a sporting way to not overreact emotionally and stuff like that. But also for me as a partner, Iโm very emotional. When Iโm too excited or too sad or too angry, he can calm me down to a normal level. On a stress-less level, and to be stress-free is very important for someone who has cancer.โ
Switzerlandโs Cedric Follador, right, and Luca Rolli compete in two-man bobsled at the Milan-Cortina Olympics on Monday.
(Richard Heathcote / Getty Images)
Michelle, petite and pale, has lost about 40 pounds over the past year. Mostly muscle.
โI was avoiding sugar in the beginning of the illness,โ she said. โYou read so much stuff. But after losing so much weight, doctors told me just eat what you want to eat. Because having energy is more important than eating too much sugar.โ
In August, doctors discovered more cancer in her. Another surgery to open her abdomen.
โThey said itโs still there,โ she said. โThose microcells which they couldnโt remove because they couldnโt see them, they grew. But once all those microcells have grown up and been removed, or have been killed by therapy and medication, there wonโt be any new cells because the ovaries have been removed, so they donโt produce any more.โ
She tries not to Google her illness anymore. It doesnโt help her frame of mind. Sheโs changed in other ways, too.
โI was a very direct person before my illness,โ she said. โNow Iโm even more direct and straight-forward. I say no, and I donโt explain myself. If I donโt want to do something, I donโt have to. I just say no.
โBefore that, I had a bad feeling about myself and explained myself just because I say no. I donโt do that anymore.โ
In December, she began radiation. She has another scan after the Olympics.
There are times she just canโt believe this is happening.
โWomen or even men my age, you live in your world, you are following your dreams,โ she said. โAnd you donโt think about something happening in your life. I only know young people in Switzerland, so I can only speak for them. But they donโt talk about that.
โThey are not sensible about what can happen, and thatโs why itโs important for me to speak out about it. For example, with a womenโs doctor, you have to go. It can happen to anyone.
โIโm a young woman. I do sports since Iโm 10 years old. I donโt drink alcohol. I donโt smoke. But it still can happen.โ
Her illness has shined a spotlight on her friendships. Lots of her old friends showed concern at first, then went on with their lives. A handful checked in on her frequently. Some are new.
โI got in touch with a woman during chemotherapy, she was there too,โ Michelle said. โShe has breast cancer. She saw my cross necklace, and we were talking about faith and how it helped in those hard times.
โWe are still in contact now. We are writing letters to each other. Weโre not texting or phoning, just writing letters and sending postcards. Sheโs as old as my mom, but itโs very cool to have someone with almost the same story.โ
How will that story end? Michelle has her hopes, this fearless young woman who took to bobsledding on her second time down the track.
โMy goal is to be in the Olympics in four years,โ she said. โIโll be 29 by then. The age is still good โ even better than now for a bobsleigh athlete. And I have a great team. My bobsleigh pilot is very supportive and she said she always has a place for me in the sled.โ
This week, Michelle is supporting Cedric โ just a sliver, she said, of the way he has supported her. They got engaged in December. It happened at sunset in his little hometown in the Swiss Alps.
โHe was talking about himself and us, and then he proposed to me,โ she said. โI said yes. Of course.โ